It's not that I forget I have this blog...it's just that I feel like I don't have a lot to say these days. i'm just doing my thing...and apparently it's pretty boring stuff. ww stuff. and not to be superstitious or anything..but every single time i've mentioned ww stuff on the blog my train derails. what is up with that? i really want to talk about it though...so i have to work this out (in my head, apparently).
so i started back to ww about 15 weeks ago. i'm .2 lbs away from 30 lbs lost. but if i factor in what i lost prior to falling off the wagon the last time i'm down 38 lbs. so...things are going really well for me lately. and i'm working hard every single day to keep it that way. it's a process, right?
john took this picture of me in san diego last month. i knew he was doing it and i was cringing inside thinking i really didn't want to see it. i am painfully aware of what i look like. but on a good day, i block that image and make my own self image (does anyone else do that??). and this is definitely not what i look like (in my mind). but...pictures don't lie, right? and so every single day i'm working hard to make changes. so one day the picture in my head matches the picture in my camera.
one step at a time, right?
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